:)

Haha,
today, i said i love u.
n he said no.
i said i love u again.
he said no.
then i said if u say no, why r ur hands around me?
take them off...
i got off him...
I went to sit on my own.
Then i say if u dont love me, why r u here? go away la...
then he said tis what u want me to say. i love u?
Me: not sincere.
Him: then what? u want me to go on my knees, n say i love u?
Me: Oh...good plan.
Him: eh not easy to make me kneel, ok? n i m not proposin oso ok!
Me: Okk, then nevermind. Not forcing u to do it, since u dont love me.
We were just talking...n he was playing wif my hand.
And then he said, 'my side no body. ur side'
i shook my head. Normally if we ask ur side n my side, got people/ that means time to super romance...haha, kissing and huggin...haha. this time it was different.
He went down on his knees and said, i love u.n stretched his arms.
My eyes widdened!!! Wat the hell...baby, i was just kidding wif u. OMG.
And he said, 'oi, that one not sincere leh...why u so happy?"
'cas u did when i wanted u to do...awww...i love u so much...u r so random!!!! Awww...
i hugged him...
aww....but its not sincere...
n he is no longer talking bout the future. cas his uncle gave him tis talk about future and all that.
I kinda miss that!
Dammit...
HOw irritating...so used to it...and now he is not talking about it.
haiz...
Love u loads...Rav...

celebrates

We celebrated our first month together.
I was @ his place.
Aww, he is super super sweet...
he hugged, cuddled, kissed, did all wild things (not that kinda)...
n just slept.
I loved when i was using his laptop, he crept up from behind n kissed me...
When i was leaving the room, he pulled me towards him n kissed me.
my my my...wad a romantic rollercoaster ride.
We slept...on the same bed. but we didnt do anything.
When i was sleeping, hehe, i was snoring...he snored too..
but he didnt realise. i dont want to tell him.
Out of a sudden he kissed me on my lips...
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww....*melts*
i liked that...its so hot!
romantic.

And now he is sick...he doesnt allow me to kiss him...no matter how much i want to...

he will place his lips near mine, n then back off...

irritating right?

he keeps on saying that baby i care for u...i dont want u to get sick...

haiz...i want to get sick...

but i know i wont get sick...haiz..

plans

Is planning into the future something good or something that would cost our hearts to break?
He is plannig honey moons, wedding sia...
wad the...
i know..
its liek just fricking 3 wks...
but i m happy oso la....but scary tho'
And i m happy. ....weeee....
ppl planning sia...
haha, he is like so into me...
but what happens if it all ends...