Him

i have never seena guy so in love wif me.
He makes feel so special.
Is so serious...caring...
irritating at times.
But he captures my heart.
I just like it when he sniffs me.
Hehe, weirdf yea...i know.
Wen we talk, we erally talk..
He plans so many things.
he knws me like i know myself.
hehe...i m not saying those 3words, cas if i say it, i'm afriad that he might jsut walk away from
my life.
I don't want to come across as needy. I want everything to be the way it is.
Hmm, apparently mom likes him...firstly cas he is singaporean.
Secondly he knows alot about stuff.
and thirdly older than me.
He even was planning to get me a gift for our one month anniversary.
a ring...
haha, wad do i get him?
i asked...n he say nothing, ur love is everything to me.
he always say tis,'u love me so much.. but u dun want to say it. and i can feel the love.'
haiz, anyways, he got a job. hehe...
we are planning to save money $100/mth...so that we can plan on a vacation.
We have met 3 days in a row. n today he is startin work, aww...wont meet him.
plan on meeting every wk...so at least i wun get so attached.
He seems to be the all perfect guy.
Every day he asks me,'got eat centrum anot?' its like a vitamin
blody hell made me addcited to it.
at first he gave me a few pills now he plans on giving me a boittle...heee
he plans on soo much...that i m afraid that one of us woul get hurt.
*sighs*

Ra

finally we had the one hot, sweet sexy kiss...
aww...
so sexy just to sit thr...
talk, n talk n talk...
basically we talked more than we kissed...
haha...
it was fun just to talk...
haha...it was really hot...
n wen we got close...
omg...
i felt really nice...
n we were talkin about how he waited for one
girl for 6 yrs..
n then she didnt even bother about his feelings all..
he is just plain hot....sexy...n irritating..
haha

wooo

OMG...
he is so wooing me...
dinners, movies, games, all on him.
aww...how cute...sending me home..
he is so cute and cuddly...like a teddy bear...
He eats my head as equally as i eat his head....
haha...
He's a virgo.
I'm a cancerian.
Aww...
charming...
He treats me like a princess when i m with him.
But we do argue...but its a joking jokin fight.
Haha...He sent me home from yishun...instead of going home separately.
he accompanied me to Baiya's place.
then sent me home.
We hung out @ the bloock.
I've seen his 'i so wanna kiss her' look...
I loved it.
Especially wen we make faces..n he comes close to me.
I so know that he wants to kiss me.
haha...
N he did it yesterday.
Haha. it was wit the oh fuck it man... haha...
he kissed me...
i gave him alot of signs...and finally he caved.
I feel proud...
haha...
But it wasnt that great...
haha...
I m not sharing...I dont kiss and tell.
Haha...
He said i love u today.
N i said the opposite.
I dun want to say i love u.
Cas i m scared...
I dun want to cave in.
But frankly speaking he is what i wanted.
I wanted a teddy, happy go lucky guy, fun loving, so called sporty...
understanding...
well, shudnt say much...
I shall just leave it going as the way it is going.
Now, i've gotta manage my time better.
gym, girls, planning BBQ, clubbing, and guy!
Ciao

FLuffy

Fluffy...
the new man in ma life.*giggles*
Cas he is so what i wanted..
I wanted to argue wit a guy, who is argumentative.
Want to talk like no one's business...Gossip wif him.
Hehe...
He is tall and big. Flufffyyyy...like ma gabby.
And plus he is a singaporean.
Awww....He tries to be romantic and all that.
And i met him thrice already...made him walk at least 7 bus stops already...haha
n he held my hand today...
It was like the same way, i saw my cousins date their gals..
The ayo...why u like tht. why u dunno how to behave...
Omg, u a...so gross, u noe
mcm the fighting...hehe. but still there is some attractiion going on.
He wants to bring me to JB rebond my hair...color...n he want to sponsor all tat.
Plan to go KL with me. sponsor that trip oso.
Go by ECP, watch the sunset...Aww...charming aint it?
Hehe...but i always foil his romanticness...*giggles* i like it...
I like seeing his espression.
And then best thing, he missing me, after not seeing me for 4days.
And time passing by so fast wen we are together...
Hehe...
He is my teddy...
Charmer..
*melts*
We are planning an outing tis saturday.
He treats me like a princess...
but i m trying hard not to fall for him.
But somehow i do.
But he tells me to be realistic, 'if u have a better man than me, by all means go for it.'
He held my hand today when we were walking...My heart was like beating slightly faster...
But when he tries to lean forward to scare me, somehow i feel like he is trying to lean in for a kiss.
My heart beats even faster...Thoughts run wild. But what do i do?
I dont want to be so committed so fast.
It scares me...
I so feel like calling him, My baby.
but i try not to name him.
He calls me his Big mac.
N wen i call him small mac, he says change it..so i changed it to fluffy?
hehe
hmm, teddy sounds better, aint it?
hehehe...well...cant wait fr our next meeting...

:D

I don't noe what to think of u after she told me.
I feel like u r a bastard n what not.
I wasted my time and energy on u.
thanks for saying u do not know me.
Cas frm there, I know that u were so not worth thinking about.
People who are worth my thoughts should be in my life.
u aint part of it.

Cas of u, I meet sweet, charmers.
Cas of u, i found my new time passion, gyming, and clubbing.
Cas of u, I m who I am.
I don't tink of changing myself.

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee....
Victory is mine!!!
Muah haha...I dun pay fr movies. I dun pay for food.
The men do it for me...


Lalalalalalala

P.S: I love you. I love him. I love her. I love them. I love us.
Holler

leave me alone

Why does he stil come into my mind!
BEHEN CHOT!
leave me alone!
why do i dream of u?
why do u come into my mind!?
u son of a bitch!
u idiot, gundu...
thanks for letting me knw that u
rr not into me?
fuck u!
U like ur chinky friend...ooo...
i did wht i cud to make u happy, proud of me..
but it was never enough...
I m gonna make myself so hot! that u r gonna drool....
then i m gonna screw u the same u did wit me...
u asshole!
wht do u fink of urself!/
ARGH....
yep...i dun know u...
frankly speaking.

I dont miss u, I mmiss the old u!
yep...change is ever changing...
but u cant blame me to miss that.

I got to know that...seriously that maybe falling in love
is not in my strength....
flirting is in my blood...
crushing on people is in my lifestyle...
leaving it this way is the best...
falling in love, a proper relationship pisses me off after wht u did...
Simple, n easy...
guys do us, girls, a favour...break up when u know u r suppose to.
dont pick up our phones...avoid us...let us live our lives without u...
it pisses us off, when u want to break up n then, u r again, talking to us...
makes us dissect every single thing again n again...