distant

y a person so far can make u feel like that?
he makes me feel like a princess.
makes me feel like im the only one.
despite being far, he makes me feel like i m
near him.
i smile when he say all those sweet stuff...
my heart skips a bit.
the romantic dinner that he is planning
on new yrs...
lolz...
telling me things that make me feel
pretty...


It's all fake. and i know it.
But why am i falling for him?

I am starting to date. Dating my friend of 2yrs...
I don't see anything coming out of it...
we hug. We kid around. We talk about our stuff and all...
but i dont feel anything... Actually I find him weird...
When there is death scene in FD 4(3D) he laughs. Odd, ain't it

ONe thing that is nice, he pays for everything...my movie tickets...dinner. lunch...
Wow...who wouldnt want such a stable man? ME!

been awake for almost 27hrs, i wanted to go home, he asked me to accompany him to eat...N wanted to sleep. And then When i wanted to go out. He ( was leaning on the glass panel), jst hugged me, and didnt let go. then I just hugged him back...n whispered do u know u are mean...ANd he laughed...I turned to him, he looked at me...oooo...i cud feel some tension thr. I wanted to kiss him. So did he..But i looked away...n then he let go when my stop came...n told me u cn go...n he was lkike laughing so i dint knw...
but he really didnt want me to go home.
How odd was tht.

But i don't feel anything for him, if i do...its very sexual...
which is not good....
Geez...I'm getting bored of him also...
everyone says that maybe somethings will come out of it, after a period of time.
I dont think so...
I think he also thinks so...

And She was right, we do behave like love aaj kaal...haha

Nevertheless

It happened.
Nevertheless, it happened for the best.
He say i didn't know him that well.
Probably I didn't.
N thanks to him, I realise that maybe i should
just have fun. Flirt around...
Nevertheless everyone has been telling me that he's going to come back into my life.
Nevertheless, I think otherwise. He is not.
cas he knws my answer.
All of them do.
I don't miss him. I just miss who he was.
I miss him that way...that all.
I really do.
If i say i didn't love him, who would i be fooling?

I miss everything we had with one another.
Love quotes i find appealin now.
Very...
I don't care about it anymore.
I want to get my own life.
I try to make myself hate him, but i cant.
Probably once again, its fr the best that we aren't together.
I don't think i can fall in love with someone else the way i did with him.
i just get used to someone.
but not love.
my heart is closed for love, but open for flirting...
i miss the tomboy me.
i do..