wooo

OMG...
he is so wooing me...
dinners, movies, games, all on him.
aww...how cute...sending me home..
he is so cute and cuddly...like a teddy bear...
He eats my head as equally as i eat his head....
haha...
He's a virgo.
I'm a cancerian.
Aww...
charming...
He treats me like a princess when i m with him.
But we do argue...but its a joking jokin fight.
Haha...He sent me home from yishun...instead of going home separately.
he accompanied me to Baiya's place.
then sent me home.
We hung out @ the bloock.
I've seen his 'i so wanna kiss her' look...
I loved it.
Especially wen we make faces..n he comes close to me.
I so know that he wants to kiss me.
haha...
N he did it yesterday.
Haha. it was wit the oh fuck it man... haha...
he kissed me...
i gave him alot of signs...and finally he caved.
I feel proud...
haha...
But it wasnt that great...
haha...
I m not sharing...I dont kiss and tell.
Haha...
He said i love u today.
N i said the opposite.
I dun want to say i love u.
Cas i m scared...
I dun want to cave in.
But frankly speaking he is what i wanted.
I wanted a teddy, happy go lucky guy, fun loving, so called sporty...
understanding...
well, shudnt say much...
I shall just leave it going as the way it is going.
Now, i've gotta manage my time better.
gym, girls, planning BBQ, clubbing, and guy!
Ciao

FLuffy

Fluffy...
the new man in ma life.*giggles*
Cas he is so what i wanted..
I wanted to argue wit a guy, who is argumentative.
Want to talk like no one's business...Gossip wif him.
Hehe...
He is tall and big. Flufffyyyy...like ma gabby.
And plus he is a singaporean.
Awww....He tries to be romantic and all that.
And i met him thrice already...made him walk at least 7 bus stops already...haha
n he held my hand today...
It was like the same way, i saw my cousins date their gals..
The ayo...why u like tht. why u dunno how to behave...
Omg, u a...so gross, u noe
mcm the fighting...hehe. but still there is some attractiion going on.
He wants to bring me to JB rebond my hair...color...n he want to sponsor all tat.
Plan to go KL with me. sponsor that trip oso.
Go by ECP, watch the sunset...Aww...charming aint it?
Hehe...but i always foil his romanticness...*giggles* i like it...
I like seeing his espression.
And then best thing, he missing me, after not seeing me for 4days.
And time passing by so fast wen we are together...
Hehe...
He is my teddy...
Charmer..
*melts*
We are planning an outing tis saturday.
He treats me like a princess...
but i m trying hard not to fall for him.
But somehow i do.
But he tells me to be realistic, 'if u have a better man than me, by all means go for it.'
He held my hand today when we were walking...My heart was like beating slightly faster...
But when he tries to lean forward to scare me, somehow i feel like he is trying to lean in for a kiss.
My heart beats even faster...Thoughts run wild. But what do i do?
I dont want to be so committed so fast.
It scares me...
I so feel like calling him, My baby.
but i try not to name him.
He calls me his Big mac.
N wen i call him small mac, he says change it..so i changed it to fluffy?
hehe
hmm, teddy sounds better, aint it?
hehehe...well...cant wait fr our next meeting...

:D

I don't noe what to think of u after she told me.
I feel like u r a bastard n what not.
I wasted my time and energy on u.
thanks for saying u do not know me.
Cas frm there, I know that u were so not worth thinking about.
People who are worth my thoughts should be in my life.
u aint part of it.

Cas of u, I meet sweet, charmers.
Cas of u, i found my new time passion, gyming, and clubbing.
Cas of u, I m who I am.
I don't tink of changing myself.

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee....
Victory is mine!!!
Muah haha...I dun pay fr movies. I dun pay for food.
The men do it for me...


Lalalalalalala

P.S: I love you. I love him. I love her. I love them. I love us.
Holler

leave me alone

Why does he stil come into my mind!
BEHEN CHOT!
leave me alone!
why do i dream of u?
why do u come into my mind!?
u son of a bitch!
u idiot, gundu...
thanks for letting me knw that u
rr not into me?
fuck u!
U like ur chinky friend...ooo...
i did wht i cud to make u happy, proud of me..
but it was never enough...
I m gonna make myself so hot! that u r gonna drool....
then i m gonna screw u the same u did wit me...
u asshole!
wht do u fink of urself!/
ARGH....
yep...i dun know u...
frankly speaking.

I dont miss u, I mmiss the old u!
yep...change is ever changing...
but u cant blame me to miss that.

I got to know that...seriously that maybe falling in love
is not in my strength....
flirting is in my blood...
crushing on people is in my lifestyle...
leaving it this way is the best...
falling in love, a proper relationship pisses me off after wht u did...
Simple, n easy...
guys do us, girls, a favour...break up when u know u r suppose to.
dont pick up our phones...avoid us...let us live our lives without u...
it pisses us off, when u want to break up n then, u r again, talking to us...
makes us dissect every single thing again n again...

distant

y a person so far can make u feel like that?
he makes me feel like a princess.
makes me feel like im the only one.
despite being far, he makes me feel like i m
near him.
i smile when he say all those sweet stuff...
my heart skips a bit.
the romantic dinner that he is planning
on new yrs...
lolz...
telling me things that make me feel
pretty...


It's all fake. and i know it.
But why am i falling for him?

I am starting to date. Dating my friend of 2yrs...
I don't see anything coming out of it...
we hug. We kid around. We talk about our stuff and all...
but i dont feel anything... Actually I find him weird...
When there is death scene in FD 4(3D) he laughs. Odd, ain't it

ONe thing that is nice, he pays for everything...my movie tickets...dinner. lunch...
Wow...who wouldnt want such a stable man? ME!

been awake for almost 27hrs, i wanted to go home, he asked me to accompany him to eat...N wanted to sleep. And then When i wanted to go out. He ( was leaning on the glass panel), jst hugged me, and didnt let go. then I just hugged him back...n whispered do u know u are mean...ANd he laughed...I turned to him, he looked at me...oooo...i cud feel some tension thr. I wanted to kiss him. So did he..But i looked away...n then he let go when my stop came...n told me u cn go...n he was lkike laughing so i dint knw...
but he really didnt want me to go home.
How odd was tht.

But i don't feel anything for him, if i do...its very sexual...
which is not good....
Geez...I'm getting bored of him also...
everyone says that maybe somethings will come out of it, after a period of time.
I dont think so...
I think he also thinks so...

And She was right, we do behave like love aaj kaal...haha

Nevertheless

It happened.
Nevertheless, it happened for the best.
He say i didn't know him that well.
Probably I didn't.
N thanks to him, I realise that maybe i should
just have fun. Flirt around...
Nevertheless everyone has been telling me that he's going to come back into my life.
Nevertheless, I think otherwise. He is not.
cas he knws my answer.
All of them do.
I don't miss him. I just miss who he was.
I miss him that way...that all.
I really do.
If i say i didn't love him, who would i be fooling?

I miss everything we had with one another.
Love quotes i find appealin now.
Very...
I don't care about it anymore.
I want to get my own life.
I try to make myself hate him, but i cant.
Probably once again, its fr the best that we aren't together.
I don't think i can fall in love with someone else the way i did with him.
i just get used to someone.
but not love.
my heart is closed for love, but open for flirting...
i miss the tomboy me.
i do..